Go to Sleep

I tell you it will be okay
I tell you everything is fine
This is how your mother
Can ease your worried mind

I rub your back gently
In tiny circles up and down
I tell daring tales of pirates
Funny stories about clowns

I reassure you with my smile
I know you aren’t old enough to see
This curving of my lips is fake
There is deception in my glee

Those loud bangs are thunder
The flashes, lightning strikes
The screams are cheers of joy
Everything is all right

Go to sleep, little one
Find pleasant dreams to drown out the noise
Let us pretend there will be a tomorrow
Hide the horrors with simple joys

Copyright © 2016 Ashley Uzzell

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Down to the Creek

Sunlight peeps through the branches and leaves
To shine down upon my face
The sand is cool beneath my bare feet
As I keep a steady pace

The smells of summer surround me
The whisper of the wind in my ear
The feel of the worn fishing pole
Is a familiar comfort that I hold near

I have walked this path a million summers
I hope to walk it a million more
The trip as pleasant as the destination
Always welcome, never a bore

With my trusty old dog beside me
As relaxed and content as I
We make our way down to the creek
With no cares of how time will fly

We are often gone for the entire day
Every weekend, just him and me
This is the place where I can be myself
This is where I am truly free
Copyright © 2016 Ashley Uzzell

Love-Fluffer

I feel a tickle near my ankle
Startled, I jump a mile high
But it’s just you, you sneak
Hopping up, you begin to knead my legs
That gentle rumble in your chest beginning
You glance at me
I look up from my book
We lock eyes and grin at each other
Then you turn circles and settle on my lap
I pet you absently, lazy swirls on your back
Your love rumble grows louder
My lap grows warm but not uncomfortably so
This is contentment, this is happiness
Affection from my little love-fluffer
My hairy heater, my sweet kitty
Copyright © 2016 Ashley Uzzell

Deny

Back off a little
Keep away
You cannot be so close
Don’t invade my space
Or get in my personal bubble
Keep your distance
Never touch my skin
Never make direct eye contact
I cannot allow it
If you get too close
If there is no space between us
I cannot hide
These wishes
I cannot deny
My true feelings
Stay far away
So no one will know
How I really feel
No one can know
Least of all you
Copyright © 2016 Ashley Uzzell

Time to Change

Time moves on around him
Time stands still in his head
Everything changing
Everything the same
People come and go
He does not move

Weary of the charade
He rises from his knees
Stretching hand and foot
Ankle and wrist
Until he stands tall
Ready for motion

Time moves on around him
Time stands still in his head
No more
Change is upon him
He advances forward
He begins to run

Now is the moment
To break through the silence
To alter his perception
Of this dreary world around him
He bursts forth into a new year of truth
Into a new life of meaning

Time moves on around him
He dances to it’s rhythm
Copyright © 2016 Ashley Uzzell

Arctic Winter

You left me here
In the bitter wind and cold
As the temperatures around me drop
So does my hope
Of being found
Of being loved
I sit here shivering
Dreaming of affection and kind words
But I’m surrounded by ice and death
And the darkness draws ever nearer
In my isolation, I wonder
Will I make it out alive?
Does it even matter?
 

Copyright © 2015 Ashley Uzzell

Your Dragon Ate My House

My house is half blue, half is red
We ran out of white blocks for the fence outside
I work on my roof as you build with your blocks
You don’t tell me what yet
You want to surprise me
The rain outside clatters away on the roof
The music on the radio is low and soothing
“My Lego house is done,” I cry
I lean back on my hands and display it proudly
Still a child in a grown-up body
“Me too!” You yell
Disturbing the sleeping cat near your foot
“I made a dragon!”
I nod in approval as I inspect it
The shiny green Legos for the body
The red one for a mouth
Arms and legs are black and yellow
“I like it. It’s very pretty.”
You immediately begin smashing my creation
“Rawr! I’m going to eat your house!”
You make munching sounds as you destroy my work
“Hey!” I cry, a bit mad
“Would you tear up a real person’s house like that?”
Confused shock on your tiny face
“No, this is pretend.”
I sit back and let your dragon eat my house
Hoping it is only pretend
Hoping you won’t grow up to destroy others
Tear people down
Rip lives to shreds
I hope you don’t spend your life
Building tools that can only cause damage
It’s okay to pretend
As long as that’s all it is
Copyright © 2015 Ashley Uzzell